Wednesday, January 7, 2009

I Dont Want To Know Its Over.

Lately its felt like I need to write but everytime I sit down to start writing about anything, I get clammed up. I guess its because everything I write lately reminds me of how life should be and how its everything my life isnt right now. People keep trying to talk to me and find out whats going on. They dont seem to understand that I CANT TELL THEM! And I cant tell them why I cant tell them either.... So now I'm coming across as something I'm not. I'm just happy that I finally will have a chance to start over. I get a second chance.
But I kind of wish that I could erase a lot of whats happen.
Especially him.
Mainly him.

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